call me english

Do not cry to me


If you loved me

You would be here with me

(I do not yell

if you loved me

be here with me)

She looked out the window like so many other afternoons, not that it rained as much time and he thought of himself as anything could be terribly ironic in this life, as sometimes crave something with all our strength and, we obtain, we found that Not everything is rosy.

He enjoyed the blue lightning, roar of thunder sound, the wind furious somehow helped him to vent all their frustration, that damn feeling that he did contradict himself.

It was he who knew the opposition between the heart and mind.

You want me

Come find me

Make up your mind

(I want

come and find me, decidete)

The raindrops fall incessantly stormy and cold in the streets of Tokyo while he smiled at his own misery, mocking stupidity ... your feelings.

Yes, he could remember, a boy of just ten years of life and barely knew the name, an innocent who happened to be in the least appropriate place at the wrong time. Coincidence?, "Ja", laughed to himself, that did not exist, everything had a reason to be and that was even more desperate, revived this irrational desire to take whatever it was and throw it against the wall, hitting the furniture and yell to end his throat ... to break free.
Should I let you fall

Lose It All

So maybe you can remember yourself

(I should drop you

and lose it all

but maybe you can remind yourself)

I wait patiently, like all his life, as always, sitting, until he appeared the reason for his troubles, his martyrdom and his sentence. One hour, two, three, and he did not seem to get aforementioned, perhaps it would retrace the rain but did not believe, after all it was was Seishirou Sakurazuka.

Can not keep believing

We're only deceiving ourselves

And I'm sick of the lie

(You can keep believing

We only deceive ourselves

And I'm sick of the lies)

I listen well as the knob turned, the door opening and unmistakable those steps which have sometimes lived and felt as if the air is escaping from the body and cause a vacuum in the chest, that was from several months in which those phrases haunted him as a schizophrenic, tormented him day and night to destroy his sanity.

And you're too late

(Late)

Some arms were around her waist at the same time insinuating breath caressed her ear and helplessly inclined his head a victim of the excitement that caused him to imagine and, amidst bloody that seductive that led him to the brink of insanity, to the top the sky and let it fall without a hand to hold. So extreme that it could kill, I could do it so enticing even forget who you are, so many thousands of which could not be resisted.

Do not cry to me

If you loved me

You would be here with me

(I do not yell

if you loved me

be here with me)

A stray hand recognized the terrain of his skin as his lips thoroughly investigating the curvature of the neck and the temperature was rising a mile a minute.

I can not stand one second more demanding and faced him crazy and try that mouth addictive quickly forget the shame and ran to kiss his face traveling to the shoulders and surprising his lover before this unusual initiative.
You want me

Come find me

Make up your mind

(I want

come and find me, decidete)

"I see I've missed you, ironically the largest brown eyes enjoying the scene and hearing a laugh response rather odd, almost sarcastic - what's so funny?

"That one must fully experience when something is about to run

- What do you mean?

"May I leave you today, and without giving him another opportunity to continue questioning the overwhelming desire kiss

Could not take the blame

Sick with shame

(I could not take the blame

sick with shame)

"In that case I think I shall make you change your mind," took the child and what this office as her waist with his legs and headed to the room that for a year was his confidant affairs.

"You can ...

- Is it a challenge?

"It's a promise

Must be exhausting to lose your own game

Selfishly hated

(You must be tired of losing your own game

Selfishly hated

He was sure, that would be the last night beside the brown, the last one to be handed in body and soul to this subject through which give him back to his family and left everything.

Why?, Because the heart is treacherous and falls in love with who should not, just that it is impossible it seems ideal one, without doing anything to prevent falls succumbed to the person regardless of their actions, past and no otherwise than being at his side.

No wonder you're jaded

You can not play the victim this time

(No wonder you're tired

You can not play the victim this time

Into his mind came the first meeting of what were already feels or eight years, when a day like any left the park as the child was and saw him, his eyes deep and enigmatic, his face expressionless and his figure far higher than own.

They looked for a long time before they saw the bloodied body between them, not knowing what to say or to think through their childhood naivety wonder if that person was suffering and she replied the disbelief of others.

It all started so long ago that he could not imagine life without him after that day the subject seemed to find it, always keeping a good distance to avoid being caught by any other than the small hair like night and beautiful eyes emerald.

And you're too late

(And you're late)

Having already served thirteen formally presented, he learned the name of that shadow and looked down the street without speaking, as if it were a totally unknown passerby until one year later, the words began to cross and true conviction began.

Do not cry to me

If you loved me

You would be here with me

(I do not yell

if you loved me

be here with me)

It was precisely he who provoked his first nights, thinking of someone without knowing why, he who had stolen his first breath at the touch of her lips and without consideration, not a passionate kiss so sweet but which gave no room for evil interpretations, too direct to be ignored, there, in the same park and hidden from view in the world.

He did not think then that some months later, would experience something much more radical.

You want me

Come find me

Make up your mind

(I want

come and find me, decidete)

The desire to blind them gained ground, fell into bed without being able to consider the harm, even running over and causing a deliberate contact without thinking about tomorrow or the consequences alone now, alone in the night they were allied.

You never call me when you're sober

You only want it cause it's over

It's over

(Never call me when you're sober

Just because you want this done

This term)

Seishirou member took more boldly and causing immense massaging moans that were exquisite, almost as much as the taste is now getting into his throat and ending in a sticky substance that tasted as a delicacy and they claim as their own.

How could I have burned paradise?

How could I?

(How can you sea the paradise?

How do I?)

- Do you still want to go? - Insisted invaded as the first finger input of emerald eyes and moved to touch the most erogenous of both bodies.

"I'll do," replied between breaths

"I doubt that at the end like you think

I'm not going to change my mind, "he said with his eyes closed by the feeling that was choking him, too good to pass up

"That I will undertake

- More? - No, not referring to other exciting moment for the many times but that he had left his soul on the floor, where he was lonely, almost dead because at the end of that time, the more could prefer their skin to any other but, her heart, just never belonged.


You were never mine!

(You were never mine!)


At some point the conversation was completely dilated and felt then be invaded by her lover, for the first time all the time together was almost subtle envestidas began with light and slow to intensify the level under both demanded and ending in the best orgasm of her life

So do not cry to me

If you loved me

You would be here with me

(I do not yell

if you loved me

be here with me)

"I love Subaru ... I love you

"You're an idiot, you know?, I hate you

The biggest was really confused, but the sweet smile reassure your partner to be asleep.
Do not lie to me

(Do not lie)

I take the bag by the couch and left a note on the dresser, opened the door and took one last look at his past, sighed and closed for a good time to leave.

"As if reading this letter you're asking, yes, I love you more than life itself, but because of the little dignity I have left I'm going.

Is very easy for you to come and go while I sit there waiting for the moment you return, so I'm going to be unpleasant.

I think I care so much that you hate, but I doubt come to forget.

I love you. "

Just get your things

I've made up your mind

(Just Take your things

I've decided for you)